innformer

            MY LIFE MY CHOICE i may have done bad things,i may have made wrong decision,i may have chosen choices which can ruin my life for ever. And it happened and yes i ruined my life forever i did everything that i should not.now i am here living a life without soul,i lost my soul somewhere in between my teenage,in between my college time.now every one hates me,I did everything that i learnt from others,from my society and i never thought that my life will turned into a living hell. i wasn’t like this before,i was a persons who live for himself, who never worry about what will happen in next moment,i lived every moment at that time.if you will ask me about those every moment,ill tell you each second of those moment that i lived. Now you must be thinking that then what happened to me that turned me into a person who wants freedom from that life.also wants to know from where all this has started. Lets have a look at what happened to me. that was the time of my college where

                                    ME                                                                                                                       and my subconscious mind                                                      let me talk something about me, i am a normal guy as most of us are,i am living my life as i am to live.i do have friends, indeed good friends,i love to write i love to read a lot and there are so many things that i like to do.I write blogs and my feelings in those blogs, i am kind of a emotional guy who thinks a lot,who thinks a lot that can not be talk so i write blogs for the feelings those i have and i can’t  express them in a talk. so many things are there that i like around my surroundings and there are so many things that i don’t like. Those are mostly few kind of a people.I tried to adjust with them but got failed.I am not different from others as i said earlier so many people thinks same as i think.Those people do things which makes me fr

    " THEN WE WILL                                      DIE "                                                                                          A great love... I have got admission in a college.Its a small college in small town,far away from railway station.It is somewhere in mountains,there is a piece outside and there is me inside my hostel. So many boys are there,everyone seems normal,nothing different. They are funny,talkative,friendly.I faced something unexpected but normal.Then something happened which was not normal, I saw a guy looks very decent,less talkative.There was a glare at his face which attracted me towards him.I went to him and said HELLO he looked at me but didn’t replied.I asked again but result was same,i said myself ‘what’s wrong with that guy.He was so weird’.It seemed like he was ignoring me so i just left him in his silence… After this i have not seen him for long time.Don’t know why its happening to me after meeting him i felt like I’ve l